Showing posts from February 24, 2013

Loving Care

I used to go around with nobody concerns or cares about. It is because my family  divorced when I was in form 1 (high school). At that times, I was a teenager, with no one really cares about me, I was free. I can go anyway I want, I can return home late at nights- people just don't care. I also don't even care.

During those times, I don't understand why most my  friends need to return home before dinner time (8 pm) or why they have to call to their parents when they are away from home. Till now,  I don't even care about this. I don't really see how it must takes place in our life. I feel, it never important. 

So, yesterday, as usual self, I wanted to drop by to my mom's house directly after work. Sometimes, I will sms D'man when I reached home and most of the times, he will call me timely at 7.30 pm ( this is the time I usually reach home) to check me whether i was safely reached home. Yeah, he is sweet & gentleman.....

So before, I went back, I texted…

Teddy bear

I don't remember when the first time I had a teddy bear. I think it was during my fresh year in university. I bought myself a small teddy bear of the size of my both hands. At that time, my purpose was to decorate my bed so it would look a bit feminine. I stayed in a dorm with 2 others roommates so I was influenced with they femininity.

My teddy bear name is Toby. I called him Toby-san. I slept with him by my side, and hold him so dearly. Every time I woke up, he always laid at the bottom of my bed, or my leg. ...:P

Then, when I was bored, I will make him to hip-hop dance. I think it's funny and cute, so do my friends. After that, all my friends started to give their teddy a name and learnt how to dance with their teddy ^^

But again,  i don't remember when I lost him. Maybe in packaging process when it was the end of our year?

One thing I remember, he was my last teddy bear.

The value of money

Fifty Ringgit. When in a pinch, with 50 ringgit, I can survive for 5 days,before the next salary payment. Amazing, what money can make we do. When were given limited amount, with 50 ringgit, it can last for 5 days. Within this 5 days, I can go to work 5 days ( toll, gas) , i can pay parking ticket for 5 days, I can eat roti for each 5 days,
But when no longer in need/pinch , we can finish the 50 ringgit in a day!. And we always complaint about not enough money!!

For other people, 50 ringgit is just too enough.

The value of money is depending on how we see...   how we use that money- intelligently

Cat in the bag

I caught cat in the bag. It so heavy but amazingly cute.

Jogging in the park

I'm not a chatter. Even among my group of friends, I hardly speaks. But people that knew me knows I'm not anti-social . I just prefer to listen. And maybe because of my character, I have just a few close friends.

However, as years pass by, many of these close friends got married and have children. We became drifting apart, not in a bad way. We do contact each other once in a while, but sometimes it seems like they are now living in another world from me. They got other peoples that they prefer to spent time with- called a family. Lots of things changes, their attention, their way of talks, their priority, their thinking, their fun, - everything is not the same as when they were single. Its not like i don't like these changes, I'm so happy for them, really! I just feel like I'm the only person that do not changes. Feeling like I will forever trapped in this dimension where even the time move on, it does not move with me..

So, every weekends when most of my friends h…